Feeling quite miserable right now..especially when you know that you couldn't do anything about it at all. There is only just only one thing that you can do and that is to pray. It keeps that light in you glowing a little better than anything else. What that is said by humans can be changed by God. It's been a long time since I last typed my post. If you were to keep on praying I believe your prayers will be answered. That is to continue to have faith in him. Just like in the bible when Jesus said "your faith has saved you". That is a fact and not a fiction. The year 2010 is coming to a close and I'm growing older as well. I shouldn't act like a child anymore. But the only thing I can do now is to pray for you and encourage you. God bless you.